Welcome to 2018, and to my brand spanking new website! This year I'm working exceptionally hard on my social media and how I express myself.
So, one of the many things that I'm working on this year is a new blog/website! Anyone that has been following me for a while will know that I had a blog years ago, but this one is going to be much better (I hope). As an introductory post I though that I would talk about 2018, a few of my manifestations, and where I'm at right now.
On New Year's Eve I made the decision to not consume any alcohol, so I didn't go in to 2018 feeling like death. This decision to not drink is also going to follow me through this year, as I have decided to go dry. Alcohol and I have never been friends, and it's something that only has negative effects for me, so I've decided to keep my body healthy by cutting out in my opinion, the worst 'drug'. However despite this positive change, the beginning of 2018 hasn't really been very positive at all. For many, the New Year brings new motivation, new positivity, and a new drive to succeed. It seems that in a matter of days I lost all these things completely and my mind just seems so foggy, and I don't really feel like I'm on planet earth. This unconscious brain I have right now is not doing me any favours, and I need to get out of this funk asap in order to keep doing the things that I want. This lack of motivation and positivity stems from my deep hatred for education, which I'm still stuck in until mid June this year. However I realised that I need to stop focusing on that (and stop counting down the days) and just focus on myself, and how after these few months, I'll be free. This freedom that comes this year is bringing incredible opportunities, such as starting to travel the world- I will do a separate post on this at some point.
At this moment in time where I feel so fuzzy and vulnerable, I just need to focus on grounding myself again. This idea may seem silly to others who maybe don't know that you can become fully conscious and the importance of this, but once I'm more grounded, I'll feel like myself again. Meditating, Writing on this blog, and doing lots of reading is really going to help me get out of this funk. Here are just a few of my personal goals for this year:
Manifestation #1: Learn. I've got quite the collection of self-help style books now, and I'm completely obsessed! My personal favourite is 'The Power Of Now', By Eckhart Tole.
Manifestation #2: Become more spiritually in tune with myself. This year I'm educating myself about astrology, learning about myself through my star signs and planets, and I really think that this can enlighten me even further. The more I learn, the universe rewards me by sending me signs and leading me in the right path. I strongly believe that coincidences and even the smallest things can be signs from the cosmos telling me to keep going... I need to get to the point of radiating on a higher vibrational frequency.
Check out 'The Signs' By Carolyn Faulkner (Thanks Raff)
Manifestation #3: Beat Anxiety. Anxiety is something that has ruled my entire life and I just want to be liberated from the torture that I've experienced because of this. This is probably my biggest goal for 2018 as I don't really want to live another year with the restrictions from anxiety. I'm lucky that I have the best people around me who help me so much and push me forward to make it happen.
There are obviously waaay more things I'd like to do this year, but these are the most important right now, as I need a revolution in my brain. Bit of a different start to 2018 than I expected but I feel like a completely different person to who I was this time last year, and I'm changing into the best version of myself more and more. I can't wait to be free and to be the person I've always wanted to be, free of restriction and judgement. Happy 2018, let's fucking do it.